Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Hold your head high heavy heart..



heart is crying,
my spirit is dying.
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when I was growing up, or just a little girl,
didnt realize when I was with you, I had the world.
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every soccer game, even the band.
every musical, my biggest fan.
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every hope, every dream,
no matter how stupid, you still believed.
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beanie babies, and trading baseball cards,
watching football to see who ran the longest yard.
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you gave me my Aunt Susan, and all those funny times,
you gave me Uncle Don, at ACDC comitting crimes.
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Aunt Janet, so much fun and I've missed her,
Uncle Eddie at easter under a house avioding the twister.
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but most important a man that spends his life working, with a down time of zero,
my father who does what he can, and has become my biggest hero.
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I know you are gone now, but still always here to me,
I will live the best I can, and always be smoke free.
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standing in the hospital, watching you die,
felt like I was stabbed in the heart over a trillion times.
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the thought of your passing, and knowing I'll never see you again,
makes me feel like I have lost a part of my heart that may never mend.
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but you are in heaven now, and I know this is true
so until my day comes, for the last time...I'll Be Seeing You.




G0d help my family get through this.